Sunday, June 22, 2008
{ 9:23 PM }
i'm currently in the library. man..i'm so bored and tired. this morning has made me want to just go home and sleep. i dont want to take my gp paper anymore. chem was a total mess. i screwed the paper which i studied for (although i didnt manage to finish studying the last chapter). and now, i dont know what to say, neither do i know what to do. i feel unmotivated): oh wells. how i wish i would just melt away under the hot sun=/ or how i wished i can be thrown into the rubbish bin and then brought to the landfill to be burried forever and ever and ever. oh. there's something i regret. i regret going when i went. i'm so stupid to have chosen this path. shouldnt have chen qiang. sometimes, if you think you cannot, dont force yourself. hahaas!!! i was reading the previous post and i feel that people do grow. i'm an example(: and as i read the posts, memories came flooding back. i cant help but say..I MISS THE PAST! IT'S SO GOOD TO BE YOUNG! i shall be as happy as i can now before the results of my exam comes out=x hahaas!! then mum will come and kill me..=P
current mood: crappy